A little bit of life. Math.

I feel good.

 I feel way good.

I did my math homework for once and I understood it!

One day I came to class and I didn't have my math done and my teacher called us up to check it; sucky thing is, is that I hadn't done it that night all the way because I just decided to give up and go to bed. So it wasn't finished.

My teacher looked at me and said,

 " Melissa, do you not understand this or do you just not decide to do it?"

And I told him the sad truth. I didn't do it.

Man' I felt stupid. I know how to do this.

So, from then on I'm doing my homework.

Because I know that I can do it.

So next day; I sat down and tried, But I gave up and went to bed.

 Next day, however was different because I went and did homework with my new friend Sara and next thing I know; I did my math homework. EVERY SINGLE PROBLEM.

It felt good.

Point is.
Don't give up.
Get into a zone and put distractions away and give yourself an hour to do homework.
I believe in you.

xxo Leeser



Step one: Believe yourself.

I always have to remind myself that I'm stronger then I feel; Smarter then I think; and happier then  I seem.

 I cant tell you where I got that qoute from but man does it help.

Lately I have been thinking that it's time for a change. I need the change to be difforent then everyone around me. I've always been difforent but I want to be a difforent, better Me.

Project Mel.

Step one. Believe in yourself.

 I know you can do it. You know you can do it. Be that change you wish to see.

You are Simply Amazing.

People and going to try to change you but you're the only one who can make that change.

 Believeing in yourself goes hand in hand in being happy; so be Happy.

 It doesn't matter what others think all that matters is what you, yourself thinks.

 Do things to make you happy whether thats going running  getting that dream body, getting that smile from a boy, saving five dollars a week instead of spending one dollar on the dollar menu at Wendys, open a door for someone, or even complementing that persons coral pants.

 Do things to make you happy.

 Because after time all those small things will build into one big thing. Confidence. Which pushes you to do things that before scared you. When you start accomplishing those small tasks you will start believing in yourself.

People will start to notice and BAM lifes good... Lifes really good. Happiness is up high and you start being happy for when people look at you they become happy.

It's a Circle. Kinda like the circle of life, don't you see?

Be happy, believe in yourself.

xxo Stay Golden.



Update : confidence

Man. I'm loving my life right now, not because its going great: because its not: but because I am able to finally get a grasp on my own life.  Everybody says all you need is confidence but in reality it is A LOT harder to be confident in your self when you don't believe it yourself.
 But it is possible heres how I did it.
So step one : Be happy. That's the main thing that you need to accomplish before anything. Yeah' it's difficult but man does it bring rewards in the end . Step two: be NICE. It has its rewards., believe me and it won't just make you feel better the people that you're talking to will appreciate it just as much. Step three: Listen. Listen to others because they may be having a hard time just like you are.  Also listen to yourself, sounds stupid but it really isn't, go with your first instinct.
 This. Ladies and gents is what leads to self confidence.


 Stay golden.

Determination

I am determined to do something with myself. I have been though so much that I just cant not do anything. I'm not doing this for anyone. I'm doing this for myself. I want to be an independent woman  where people look up to me. I want to Prove to people that anyone can come out great and that  I can fend for myself; that just because I've messed up that I am still in charge of my future. Because no matter who tells me that I can't do something, I will do it, and I will do it better. No matter what comes in  my way I'm going to put 110% until i get what I finally deserve. I'm not going to take the simpler option just because I don't want to do the work; I want to challenge myself so that it's to my advantage; So that I'm not cheating myself. I want to learn, I want to be that smart girl who understands everything. That when I walk down the street people go " Damn, that girls got her self together. Most of all I want to be Strong. Both physically but mentally; so that I can handle the pressure of life, so that I can help others who are struggling with what I have been though. Because there is  a way out; there always is no matter how tough it is. Theres always a way.

 My name is Melissa and this is a Blog about me and my life. My wants and my Dreams.

 this is the first post of  this blog and I am wring this for myself and for everybody Else. I want to help people. Honestly help people. That is my ambition in life. But first; I have to help myself. If you would like to join my emotional rollarcoaster feel free to hop on anytime you like.